Today’s such an indifferent day..  I’m not feeling too good, Mom has the stomach flu .. and it kills me not to have my friends with me this Christmas ( Although it makes me happy knowing that they’ll enjoy theirs).
My smile is way way way far in the distance .. but you kinda brought it closer through the clouds..  Even if my heart and my mind werent clicking, for that one moment.. it did.. Thank you for the smile. Thank you this time.

My heart, My friend

I dont know what to say..  maybe I shouldnt..
I wished that I could Fly.. but i couldnt..
I know that you are far.. theres little i can do…
All I want now.. is to spend some time with you..

That place in my heart is torn open again.. and my mind is wandering like crazy.. it is everywhere, at this very moment it is crossing the Sahara..

It feels weird like this.

Just Like That.

Somehow, I find myself again caught up in the winds that changes too much for my liking. There are things out of my hands, and always it has something to do with the person I am.  Sometimes I feel that I am too much of a creeper like one stretching all the way across an abandoned wall to the closest window possible. Looking for life, looking for something i could use.
I literally despise this feeling. Although it makes me feel alive while it lasted.. the end results have made me short of breath and feeling a little big useless, just a little.
Couldn’t my world for once turn in my way even if it means I’ll have  to walk blindly til i reach my destination?
If You have One day, One Wish, One way… would you do it again?

I dont know about you.. but I would.